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Oh boy, here it goes.

I've been able to emotionally shut myself in completely, this was all thanks to physical and mental pain I experienced during my childhood. I'm a worthless NEET who puts on a fake persona online just so I can talk to people without looking like a major dick. I couldn't care less about the NSA spying or megacorps doing all kinds of bull soykaf or about anything. Even though I've been a poorfag for most of my life and was raised in a family where "not having enough" is still better than not having anything (don't get me wrong, I agree with this, I just think that it's retarded that my parents weren't striving for more) and yet I still judge people when I see them based on their clothing. I think that relationships are bullshit, even if I could find someone that gets me, I'd get bored of them eventually. My current lifestyle is a joke and I dislike it, but I'm a lazy glitterboy who only likes to bitch about stuff instead of actually doing it. Used to think about suicide on a daily basis 2 years ago, those thoughts still haunt me, mainly because I'm fuarrrking bored. But oh well, we'll see what the future holds.

>>18512
This is me. This is probably 20% of the internet population. I think people like us are being engineered somehow; sometimes I wonder if we're the Blue, born to ensure the quick, clean culture-death of the West.

>>18516
>>18512
Personally, I'm sick and tired of people that whine and moan about their childhood.

Take reins of your lives and make something of it. Otherwise I seriously doubt the validity of your suffering.

>>18516
>engineered to kill western culture
it only took 2 posts for /pol/ to move in, great

>>18520
Not everyone concerned about their country or culture is /pol/.

You people who think everyone with any concern is /pol/ are the real problem.

But let's not let the thread devolve into this please.

>>18521
it's not "any concern". it's specifically the "decline of western culture" meme that I've been seeing lately. and yeah sure it isn't /pol/ necessarily, I know some people like that who don't browse /pol/ but it's the exact same mindset and language being used.
>let's not let the thread devolve into this
the thread was about posting our rants, if I want to complain about nazis on the internet I think it fits into the thread topic pretty well

>>18516
I'm not sure if I'm being "engineered" I just don't see the point of anything
>>18519
That's how it started, later on I became a shithead and started social engineering people on the internet and did some things that are "legally questionable". My morals went to the shitter along the way.

>>18521
Only /pol/ is stupid enough to think western culture is anything but liberalism.

A few hours ago i would have lamented my bonding anxiety, trust issues, skewed view on sex, money, power, etc.(inb4 you do now)

i went swimming and i feel really good now.

i wish everyone the best and i can give only one advice: dont give up, everyone can turn 360° and walk away.

>>18516
>monolithic western culture

I don't know if I find this more infuriating or the idea of a monolithic white race

There was a really nice post I saw on /r/ about the emptiness of mindless consumerism. I came today because, remembering that post this morning, I decided to save it however it seems as /r/ is littered with mostly dead threads, it was pushed off the catalog. Now I'll never have it and thus upsets and frustrates me. I wish lainchan had an archive but apparently, archives are not compliant with lainchan's ideals. This was never fully explained. Then again, I never fully asked either.

Well, I watched Pulp Fiction for the first time yesterday and I intend to watch more "classics" later today as I hope to mindlessly consume media in order to distract myself. Vidya is no longer fun. Chans are no longer fun. Anime and movies are all I have left and even then, I don't even have the social acuity necessary to understand the character interactions in depth so any deep themes and symbolism is completely lost on me. In the end, I end up having more fun reading about why the film was so great than actually experiencing it. I care more about the perception of the experience than the experience. The spectacle has already consumed me.

>>18633
> There was a really nice post I saw on /r/ about the emptiness of mindless consumerism
> ... something something
> upset, frustrated
Looking for this, friend?
https://lainchan.org/cyb/res/14909.html

> The spectacle has already consumed me.
*sigh*

>>18633
Détourn yourself, my friend.