drg - drugs 2.0

My buzz lately has been fuzzing normal social norms by either weird analogies or weird behaviour
Its interesting to see the faces of innocent people just trying to interact with another human being and getting nothing but garbage response

>>1801
Could you give a specific example?

>>1802
Not this Lanion, but I understand what he is saying. Usually when a human is on some sort of buzz they tend to make connections that are loosely related. Such as; "Nature acts like a computer". That statement makes sense to the individual saying it since he he fabricated that thought. While Person "B" somewhat has to decipher what you said.

>>1802
For example, last time I was introduced to another person and that guy went for a handshake I immediately(and knowingly) went for a fistbump.
When he changed and went for a fistbump I changed into handshake, making the whole introduction awkward.
Or last time I was in class of economy(we have that, even tho im stem) most of the class was analogies and metaphors and just him talking egocentricly about his business ventures. This would piss off most of stem peeps(or so I expected), but for wast majority of my class it was nice change from all formulas and problem solving.
I was frustrated from teacher to such point that when he said "AND NOW, a formula"(hes notifying us all, look how cool he is, rite?) I simply yelled "WOOOOOOWW, holly soykaf son, a formula" then flipped my textbooks, picked them up and put them in backpack, kept yelling "wow" and walked out the class.

>>1801
>>1804
I tend to do the same sometimes,
but usually I try to pick my fights.
If it might do some harm, I try to contain myself.
If it doesn't matter I can get pretty weird.

>>1805
>If it doesn't matter I can get pretty weird
It never does anon
It never fuarrrk ing does
;)

Maybe I'm just some whacked out Lainion, but what it seems like it is is deliberate social awkwardness to attain a high of detachment from convention.
I just walked 30 minutes to a gas station for the purpose of buying vodka, quirky conversations seems like weak (albeit safe) sauce.

Please elaborate if I've got the wrong end of the stick.

>>1807
>to attain a high of detachment from convention.
Not really a high but more of a fun play thing I satisfy myself with after long day usual business and boredom.
Like a cat with its yarn...
Makes my life a lot more fun

>quirky conversation
What kind?
Words like "quirky" and "weird" lost meaning to me because I see them as just contrasts and cultural thing

>>1801
>>1802
I dunno, this is how I feel most of the time.

I skip lots of steps in the things I am saying. I don't say everything I think of, because I don't subvocalize my thoughts all that much all that much, I try thinking in concepts, not words.

This usually leads to some fairly interesting situations were I tend to throw out what seems to be non-sequiturs to other people, even if they're completely logical conclusions to me.

>>2042
I'm the same, except that by the time I would be able to put my thoughts into words, I've already moved on to my next thought. So I really have to plan out what I'm going to say ahead of time or else my conversation won't make any sense. And even when I do plan ahead it sounds weird to other people.

I guess it doesn't help that I don't talk to very many people.

>>1804
that last one made me laugh. especially "holy soykaf son a formula".

>>2044
the worst thing for me it's explaining things to people, I either try and explain it the way I think about it which turns out to be gobbledygook to most people or I try and explain every detail and never get to the point.

>>2047
I am bad at explaining because it always turns into lectures vaguely related to the thing.

I mean, I know what you want to know, but when I try explaining it I usually just tell people how I understand, which is usually linked with a fuarrrkton of other things, so anyone gets very confused, especially if you add that to the "skipping steps" thing I do.

>>1800

you sound like one of my closest friends, he had a "slump" like that and slowly went from drinking a bit more in the evenings / weekends to being a functional alkie. Still goes to work and makes good money though, and doesn't get shitfaced drunk so he's fine as far as life goes. Just that without drinking he feels that there's no point in living. Hang in there, hope you're feeling alright.

IMO, as long as you don't take it too far it's not necessarily the worst thing you could be doing with your life. Almost everyone has some sort of sin or habit that they fall back on when times get tough, be it gambling, drinking, smoking, w/e.

Personally used to smoke for a few years before switching to vaping, now I go after nicotine all day like a fiend. Gets my mind off things and helps me relax and accept life.

Also, wanted to say, that "normal life feels sickly" thing is spot on. Couldn't have put it into words better myself, I've spent a lot of time thinking about things like that but that sums it up nicely.